The Bold and the Brenda

My life is still a soap opera

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

What a difference

Well folks, here is my attempt at getting control of my life, I have started going to the gym in the morning and 6 am and I go for a hour and by the time that I get home the baby is just waking up and I am all ready to start my day. No change on the body yet but my mood has changed. And my newest accomplishment? I got a new computer! I had no idea how much my old computer sucked until I got the new one. The restaurant has been incredibly slow. But with the Midwest hitting the 20 below mark I don't blame people for not wanting to go out to dinner. The weather has been a struggle with a 1 year old. Right now it's 10 am and still -9 out. Logan's cheeks are so dry they are cracking. But it's supposed to start warming up this weekend. Well that's all that is going on at the moment! Hope all is well with everyone.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Evil Twin

I work with this cook, we will call him Dominick. He is 36, been a cook since he was 17, really good looking, and very charismatic. Sound familiar? He and Todd are two months apart. Here is the difference. Dominick has his drivers licsence, owns his own home, has a beautiful car, likes to drink at home, likes video games and football, so do I but Todd doesn't. It's creeping me out how similar they are but how different. It's like they are twins but one is good and the other is evil. Todd and I are basically done but not official yet. He refuses to stop drinking in public when I told him that my dad is high up in charge of the sheriff's department, people will see him and he is actually going to be eligible to get him licence back in May and he told me flat out that he is worried about it because he's not sure that he is going to be able to hack it. He has a attitude that he's above the law and is sometimes vocal about it and I really need to do what's best for Logan, He can't have a role model like that. I know what I need to do but it is so hard to do the right thing.