Listen before judging

As of two days after thanksgiving I took Todd back! I know what you all are thinking and you are wrong! I did it for me! I was selfish for once and did it because we just started a caretakers position at our apartment and we have one apartment to paint, three to clean, 5 apartments need repairs and at the time we weren't finished moving yet! Between that and trying to leave Todd I thought that I was going to have a nervous breakdown! My heart is ready to leave him! I think that it has been for a while! But I am just not stable enough yet! Snow will be here soon and not many people will be moving and once we get the repairs fixed there will just be a couple through the year that I will be able to figure out or I will ask a friend. This was a wake up call for everyone! I now know that I am able to do it and maybe (even though I am not getting my hopes up) now he knows that I am not all about empty threats! I mean business and if he won't grow up he's gone! My mom and I already threatened him that if he ever drinks when he has Logan again we are both pressing charges for the no drinking and putting the child in danger! I know that you probably think that I will never leave him but believe me! I'm a strong girl and if it gets bad again it's done! Last time I had already took the keys back and took his cell phone and boxed some of his stuff! It will happen if necessary. Well other than that we are doing fine! We got professional pictures taken of Logan and as soon as I get them I will post them! Hope everyone is doing well.