What to write if you can't complain!

My life! I still and always will classify it as a soap opera! But the thing that scares me as I try to write in the blog is that I don't really have too much to say that isn't complaining or negative news about our current events! I would like to think that my family and I are at rock bottom and that we are working our way up but it's taking a long time! Significant others court date for his stupid decision on May 19th was on September 18th and I actually asked someone to give us back luck! I want him to get the maximum punishment! I don't think that he was learned his lesson and as he has made progress over the last couple of months I think it is due to lack of freedom! No bars, no license, no opportunity you know! Last week he decided that he wanted to go to his friends which isn't a problem with me if he told me about! But he didn't! And he was drinking! Which I told him I am not his mother, I can't make him be law abiding! But I can control what is going to happen in our child's life and if he decides that drinking is more important that responsibility and family that it won't be a option! I don't want him to associate the memories with his father as a can of beer! He can tell me that he's changed all he wants but it's not going to mean anything until he gets his freedom back and proves that he can handle it! That won't be until next spring! So for now all I can show him is how to be responsible and take responsibilities for his actions. But until then I have no idea what's going to happen with us! Baby boy is now crawling (since 5 months) pulling himself up on furniture, he has two teeth, and we think he is starting to talk but he doesn't know what he is saying I think! If he's crying he starts saying mama, when he's babbling he says dada and now he starts to say yeah. It's pretty hilarious! We just bought a camera so hopefully soon I will figure out how to work it I will post some pictures of us!