The Bold and the Brenda

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Friday, August 11, 2006

I think Stress is my hobby!

I seem to remember just over a year ago when I thought that my college life which included, money problems, stress with the roomate and boy problems was too much to handle! I want to go back to that! Lately I'm so bad I think that I am having a break down! The littlest things make me crazy! Today I got mad at the traffic and started crying because I couldn't make a left turn! Just now I got mad because I couldn't make the pop fit in the refridgerator! I think I get mad because these are the things that I can make happen but they won't! I accept that I can't make the baby sleep throught the night, that I can't make the stupid people I work with and wait on suddenly be nice and realize that if they don't have enough money to tip that they shouldn't have come out to eat in the first place! Eat at home, it's alot cheaper! And I accept that most of our paychecks are going to be paying for my fiance's moronic night where he decided to drink and drive so that he could spend some time in jail and lose his license so that I would have the sole responsibility of transporting our family for the next year, which took away our opportunity to buy the house that we were looking at! Like I said I can't change any of it so the only thing I have left is to tell myself that it could be worse! but on the plus note next week we will finally be moving in to the two bedroom apt, which was promised to us two months ago before they decided to put new carpeting in. Trying to cram three people in a one bedroom that is meant for only one person is getting ridiculous! I can't wait! Then maybe I can get organized and not lose things all the time! Until then! Anyone have any extra luck that they don't need please send it my way!

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