Open door

Two days ago I had a extremely interesting day! Not saying it was good but interesting! I decided that it was going to be a nice day! Significant idiot went to go help a buddy work on a house to get it ready for winter and I decided to make casserole, lots enough to send two pans to his dad's house so that he could freeze it for later dinners! I so I go to his friends to go pick him up and he's completely wasted! He was suppose to watch our son that night! I was so angry at him that I just started yelling and so he did the only thing that he knows how to do! Yell back but acting his shoe size! He started yelling that I was fat, and any other stupid thing he could think of so I slammed on the brakes, smoke rolling from tires black marks all around, open his door and proceeded to push him out in to the ditch! Yell at him that I would have him arrested if he tried to go back to the apartment for violating his no drink probation! Then called all his friends and told them that if they would give him a ride that they would be helping him go to jail! I didn't hear from him until 10:30 that evening when he called and begged to come home and I told him no and after telling him that I am fed up with all him little games and the never ending drinking problem it just wasn't worth it to try anymore! Well he started to realize that I am serious and said that he wants just one day where he can have to do what ever he wants. Which I know shouldn't happen but proceeded to ask if he seriously thought that he could make it 6 days a week without anything at all and he told me that he could! I know that this is a lost cause but I want to try to make it until the 9th! It's his court date and he is still possibly looking at a month in jail. I am wishing for it! He hasn't learned his lesson and if they let him off easy it won't work! He's been in rehab before but he is one semester away from getting his psychology degree so it doesn't help him because he knows exactly what they want to hear! He has never spent any real time in jail his dad has always bailed him out except for the last time he got in trouble he had to spend the weekend there! He was so shook up afterwards! I want him to go! I think that it's the only way that we even have a chance at making it! Well that's all for now!