I'm back again

Hello everyone! I know that it has been a long time but when you can't have the internet in the home because it disrupts the House arrest signal it's kinda hard to find a safe place to do you blogging! House arrest was interesting! He did alittle self pity but the month without him drinking was well worth it! And ever since hes been back to his old ways! Why just tonight he decided to have his friend over and get drunk while hes supposed to be watching the baby! Im so tired of this! I used to love him but now it seems like a chore! I know that all relationships take work but I dont think they mean this much! I cant go on worrying about my childs safety when I leave him with his dad! We just took over the caretakers of our building as of the 1st and we are supposed to be doing it together! But I am pretty sure that I should be able do it by myself! I know that I have said that I was going to leave him before but I think this might be it! I will blog more later but I am exausted (we moved today).